Your mistakes, short comings and sins have not taken God by surprise. He foreknew your need for mercy. Repentance is the door to reposition yourself into righteousness. Be quick to come clean.
1 John 1:9 — If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Proverbs 28:13 — He that covers his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesses and forsakes them shall have mercy.